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Posted on : Saturday, May 16, 2015 @ 11:19 AM

I think next sunday at this timing, I would be too excited to even sleep because bali trip with my two other best friends is happening the following monday!!!
E X C I T E D D D  D D D

We were planning for this long awaited trip at a cafe today, getting excited over it. Its really a trip that I have been looking forward to since secondary school days and its finally coming true!! I'm really really very happy and #ijustcantwaitttt

Admist stressful times and tired times, my two best friends have always been there from me, they are just a whatsapp away, a telegram away, a call away. We don't meet up very very often, we don't dress to impress one another, we don't take photos just to show how close we guys are together. Its really all in our hearts that we know our friendship is built on trust, understanding <3 font="" nbsp="">
I have so much to thank them for, and something that i read on thought catalog really reflected my feelings very well.

To the two best friends that i want to spend my whole lifetime with, spend my happy, sad moments with them, thank you so so much for coming into my life. 


" Thank you for being you and for letting me be me.
Thank you for letting me feel so much like myself when I’m with you. Thank you for not making me wear any masks or put on any fronts. Thank you sharing in my happiest moments, and for genuinely feeling the same; for listening to my saddest stories and radiating compassion and empathy from wherever you are. Thank you for being the only (two) person I ever want to confide in.

Thank you for being the most beautiful person, inside and out. Thank you for making the world a better place, just by being in it. Thank you for making colors a little brighter, sunshine a little warmer, and hugs a little better. Thank you for loving more fiercely than anyone I know. Thank you for defining selfless, always putting others before yourself; you are going to change the world just as much as you have changed mine.

Thank you for the laughs, for the cries, and for everything in between. Thank you for being my rock, my anchor; for keeping me grounded when I feel like I might otherwise blow away. Thank you for all of the things you do, big and small. Thank you for knowing me inside out. Thank you for always knowing what to say and for being one of life’s best teachers. Thank you for making fun of me when I deserve it, and for loving me when I don’t. Thank you for staying constant in a world full of change, and for keeping some normalcy in a world full of chaos.

 Thank you for setting the bar so high and making it impossible to find another friend as good as you. Thank you for making the years we have been friends feel like forever and for giving me enough memories to last a lifetime, but not ending there.  Thank you for loving me. Thank you for the absolute privilege and honor of being able to call you my best friend; thank you for being my person. Thank you for giving me these reasons, and a million more, to be thankful for."


Such a nice and warm article that i have came across, (haha i edited some parts)
So thank you for two best friends that i have met in my life, for making me feel loved, not judging me, for seeing past my imperfections, for making feel at ease talking with you guys, for bringing my self-esteem up, for being so real and trustworthy. Wo ai ni men!!! To many more memories together, our Bali trip would definitely be memorable, fun and enjoyable.
I like how we chose to go beaches and have a chill lax first overseas trip together, rather than going on the bandwagon of going to common places like Bangkok. Hehehe. Coz we rather spend the night talking our hearts out than shopping for cheap stuff hahaha

May our first ever overseas trip be smooth and safe!!!! Snorkelling, parasailing and jet sailing, dinner by the beach, watching sunrise and sunset together, walking up to our free hotel breakfast (HAHAHA), walking along the shoreline, taking pictures with the magnificant scenery, doing retarded stuff together, enjoying the peace and serenity of having the pool in our room (HAHA)  I'm sure this trip would be something that we would enjoy it alot alot!!!! To more adventures and milestones (?) HAAHA together, to seeing each other grow and one day get married, to the day we grow old and become Ah-mas, MAYBE WE shall go bali again when we reach 40 AHAHA
On a side note, I gotta press on for one week and press on for everything that may come by this summer. My constant reminder when life gets tough and stressful and I'm sometimes unsure if I made the right decisions to burden myself.....
" At the end of the day, we are never going to be 100% ready for anything. Not for the job of our dreams and not for a job at the minimart. Life is one but scary unknown and we just have to decide which parts of it we want to dive into anyway. The unknown that thrills us or the unknown that tires us. The unknown that inspired us or the unknown that tears us apart. 
No rush will ever be simple. You're going to fall and be criticized regardless of which life path you take- so you not take the one that challenges you? why not engage in the choices that grow you? Why not pour your heart and soul into something that inspires you and invigorated you and ultimately leaves you better for having done it?
We don't have to be ready for anything that comes our way in life. We grow whoever paths we walk down with curious, open hearts. We just have to risk taking those first steps- ready or not." 
I hope that whatever i do now, it would be a learning experience from me, doing my best to accomplish any tasks that are given to me, I just hope that i won't let anyone down and eventually the satisfaction derived would supersede the tiredness i got in the process. After a long shag day, dinner with my friends and family are always the most rewarding and warm. Finding the right balance in life is truly important, though work is important, sometimes we must not neglect family and friends ties. I treasure those small talks i have with friends, and enjoying simple happiness in life like spending on fooooodddd hahaha but undoubtedly, money is still a factor. Money woes will definitely start coming in as i grow older, and hopefully i would have a satisfying income that allows me to satisfy my own expenses as well as giving my parents a little pocket money. 
On another side note, pondering over how good looking girls tend to have an advantage and tend to be more well-liked by guys with my best friend one day, haha i can't help but to agree. To girls like us, that totally doesn't have a demure image, and don't have the kind of face that guys like, at least (we have each other ...) haha, but what can we do... we can only envy those girls only and feel shag about ourselves.... I will just be myself and get saddened ahahah 
okay enough of depressing thoughts, at least I still have my two best friends that won't judge me for who i am and accept me for who i am. I really very thankful for those who genuinely really care, xie xie ni men for letting know that I'm not alone :) 
So, BALIIIIIII here we come. May all the tides be in our favour and may the weather be good throughout our stay in thereeeee!!!!! hahah i can't help but to think of the retarded #hashtag convo earlier today. #SPYINBALI HAHA #BALEEEEEEE #SEOWYUNLEE #chasingsunsets #WoMENLAILE #SEESHERLEE



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Posted on : Friday, May 1, 2015 @ 11:37 AM

Haha i guess its just my reflection feeling back once again. 
I really think i'm very random, i just felt like creating tumblr like wallpapers and stuff haha so here is one that i created about life.

I hope that everyone I meet is genuine. 
Although this is quite impossible, I guess i just have to learn that people are not that simple. On the surface, they might look happy and caring, but deep inside, idk probably they are just judging me and thinking how naive and innocent this person may be.

But still thank you to the wonderful people i have met in my life thus far. I believe in having those few friends that are genuinely concerned about me, listening to my rants, always providing me with a listening ear, and embracing the imperfections i have. Thank you for loving me for who I am and making me feel loved. I hope one day I would be a friend that you guys can be proud of. No matter what happens, I would try my best to help and be that listening ear to you guys too. I would also be the one whom you guys can trust, and be the light that brightens up your day. Seeing my friends happy really makes me feel happy, I hope that each one of them would be able to live their dreams and stay happy despite how unforeseeable life may be. Though tough times may come, let's treat it as a learning experience, learn from it and emerge stronger!!!! 


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Posted on : @ 1:30 AM





All you have to do
Is be yourself
And live the story
That no one else can live-
The story
Of your own unique life

 Be proud
Be confident
And most of all, be happy. 
Hopefully, one day, I would be more confident of myself, learning that at the end of the day, you can't satisfy everyone's needs. But at least, I did my best to satisfy.